To be different, makes you feel alone… When in solitude for so long, you never think you would feel alone again. It’s quite the baring to change your character and keep to yourself. Being one of kind… it’s hard to know who else to be with, but yourself. As you embrace your self-beliefs you can only image what is better out there for you. I suppose other people feel this too… the only upside to this is you learn to embrace people’s uniqueness and indifference. The only upside needed. Being alone serves the purpose to understand we are more connected at depth than we can possibly imagine. The people you need, attracted to your different space of aloneness– individualism, will come. You would not want someone to accept you if you were not fully yourself because then you would never be truly fully accepted.